I don't know why I'm so infatuated with you. You sure as hell don't deserve my kindness. But, as God forgives me for my sins, I, too, forgive you of your wrong-doings.
I'm still trying to figure out why you make my heart skip a beat every time you're near. You're not the kind of boy I should be into. And lately, you only seem to be "into" me when it is most convenient for you.
There is, however, a side of you that only few ever get the chance to see. I am blessed enough to be on of those few. You're weak, scared, and insecure and I get it-you don't want the world to see that. I know of their cruel ways of punishment. But your heart is a beautiful thing, and I wish people would see it like I do. Better yet, I wish you would let people see it.
I smile every time I think of the side of you I was fortunate enough to encounter. When you love, you love with everything you have and you hold nothing back.
People have wronged you, and I understand that you're hurt. Let God deal with the consequences of others. Hate in your heart, your beautiful, magnificent heart, will consume your life if you're not careful.
Sitting here, thinking of you-I'm starting to see the reasons for my skipping heart...
These walls of yours will come crashing down one day, of that I have no doubt. And I hope I'm blessed enough to be there for you. The real you, not this facade you put up to protect that golden heart of yours. But, if I'm not, please know this: I will always love you. Always.
Love Always,
XOXO
<3
Lindsay
