I've never hurt for someone as much as I hurt for you. I've never been scared for someone as much as I'm scared for you. But the pain of staying was greater than the pain of leaving and I felt like I had no other choice- as much as I care about you, it was time I did something good for myself. Walking away from you, knowing full well the horrors that await you if you stay in this place, was the hardest thing I have ever had to do...I don't know if I made the right decision in leaving, but at least I know I'm stronger from it. I can't change who you are-only God can at this point. And even though our lives will take separate paths from now on, there is a possibility they might cross again. I pray they do. And when they do, I pray we can grow from this. I'll never stop caring about you. There will never be a day when I won't think of you or pray for you. You have so much potential; please don't let it slip away. Let the world see what a heart you have, because it's beautiful in the right setting.
"Change if you want, but don't you go and change for me. I will love you as you are."
God will bless you with what you want from life...you just have to let Him in first.
Love always,
Lindsay
